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I feel like I often struggle a lot with having a consistent routine and just developing habits. I've been trying and failing for years, but it always only works for a few days. I am currently attempting to "gameify" my tasks, by implementing a point and reward system. So far, it has admittedly been pretty fun, but who knows if it'll stick. I hope it does.

I am at a point with my family where I no longer try to argue with them. I just nod along and don't respond back, because it is impossible to have productive conversations with them. Why even bother. I hope by the end of the year I can be out of here.

I have been playing minecraft a lot lately and it has been fun! I wish I could post pics but I'm not sure how that works here :( I remember i posted some before but a few days later they weren't available anymore, and I don't remember what I did in the first place.

I want to write in my diary, but I can't find it anywhere! It's driving me crazy.

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 I played a little bit of minecraft but I honestly didn't do anything too exciting. Mostly just some resource gathering. I'm working on setting up a strip mine, so tomorrow I hope to have that finish, and also explore a cave near my base to get more iron and (if I'm lucky) diamonds.