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 I want to get into Xdinary Heroes sooo bad (the fandom aspect, I already know all their discography) but it's been a while since I've gotten into any kpop groups, it feels like such an intimidating task. In general I want to reconnect with the genre more properly, and I think this might be a good way to get started? Who knows. I told myself by the end of the month I'd be a fan so I guess we'll see? Last I checked on them, Junhan connected with me the most in terms of personality. He seems like such a sweet boy genuinely in love with what he does, and that's such an easy way to warm into my heart. So he's definitely a potential bias. If november ends and I haven't made any progress on this fandom journey, I will ask someone to slap me.

I should be asleep

 I get up in like 2 hours and instead of getting to sleep I'm listening to music and making lists of plans... I go on a trip tomorrow and I'm going to be exhausted 😭

To change the subject, I've been thinking about how I really want to get back into reading and writing fanfiction but man... I really lack the motivation for it. Maybe I'll try writing some short stories later this week.