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today was rather uneventful. i was supposed to study, but i didnt get to do it because i felt super tired the whole time, i think because of my period. but also because studying is a little scary. i feel a little guilty about the whole thing, but i don't even know if i should.

i've been feeling kind of irritated lately. i have way too many hyperfixations happening at once and no way to balance them all, which just gets on my nerves. ugh. it'll be fine.

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 i think another reason i've been feeling kind of off is because i've been feeling like i keep running out of time even though i'm genuinely not doing anything apart from studying. but i get distracted easily and even doing the things i like feels overwhelming. it all feels like too much.