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i feel super tired today just from doing basic chores :( but at least i was productive. i was hoping to watch some house md today but no luck, and i didnt get to play with my dog. tomorrow maybe.

ive been looking into options for gardening clubs near me, and i found something promising! it's not gardening per se, but they do have classes on growing your own food which i'm interested in!

today i've been watching this deep dive on shane dawson by nikki carreon and it's so insane and fucked up, but i'm so interested. def recommend, but big tws for racism and pedophilia (among other things).

i haven't had luck with lucid dreaming :( but i'm staying optimistic. if the week ends and i'm still not seeing any success i'll see if there's any new things i can try that might help.