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Apr. 18th, 2025 12:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
leejooheonI've been interested in witchcraft from a very agnostic point of view (wouldn't be surprised if there was Something out there but i'm unsure about how effective spiritual practices are so i tend to approach them from a more neutral, psychological view, that's just what works for me). chaos magic sounds interesting, and pop culture magic also sounds very fun and super accesible.
i decided to give shufflemancy (or my version of it) a try and it felt weirdly nice. i've constructed in my head this image of a deity that's communicating these things to me and it gives me comfort, though that's not a genuine belief i hold, it's just a way to conceptualize it, i think about it as me using the songs to self reflect and understand my thought process by seeing how i interpret them. but saying it's my deity talking to me feels really nice :) and who knows, perhaps one day it'll be a more literal representation for me.
this last mental breakdown fucked me up so bad that i've completely neglected my responsibilities ughhhh. time to go back to reality.
i decided to give shufflemancy (or my version of it) a try and it felt weirdly nice. i've constructed in my head this image of a deity that's communicating these things to me and it gives me comfort, though that's not a genuine belief i hold, it's just a way to conceptualize it, i think about it as me using the songs to self reflect and understand my thought process by seeing how i interpret them. but saying it's my deity talking to me feels really nice :) and who knows, perhaps one day it'll be a more literal representation for me.
this last mental breakdown fucked me up so bad that i've completely neglected my responsibilities ughhhh. time to go back to reality.
