recovery journal - day 2

[leejooheon]

This should have been posted yesterday, but i fell asleep.

I noticed a lot of progress! I depersonalized less. I talked to some friends too and it was nice. Keeping myself busy has helped tremendously.

I still have the existential doubts though. Haven't really found a way to approach them.

In other news, I have been feeling really jealous. Talking to my friends was nice, but hearing about how often they've been hanging out without me kinda hurt and made me feel left behind.

Additionally, I found out a friend im kind of possessive over recently made friends with someone that he bonds over similar things with me and I feel soooo jealous. Ugh. I know its not actually a big deal, but I feel replaced.

Comments

[seaglassgarden]

i can also feel jealous when my friends are spending time w/other ppl, especially ppl who are similar to me. it's a tough feeling! but it sounds like you've had some wins too, which is good to hear