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 ugh. i feel exhausted. i just nearly had a panic attack because i've been studying but i feel like my brain hasn't absorbed any of the information. i'm soooo terrible at math and it's so frustrating to be going over things that i know SHOULD be easy for someone my age and struggling so much to do it.

i have decided that i'm going to give myself to the end of the month to figure this out, and if i have't found a system that works for me i'll have to hire a tutor i think. there's this old math teacher who really helped me when i was in middle school, if my mother still has his number i would be down to work with him again.

until then, i plan to go over my study book again tomorrow. hopefully that will be enough but if not, at least i have a back up plan.

i think i'm done for today, considering how overwhelmed i am.