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i kind of hate admitting this bc it feels embarrassing but fuuuck, i really want a gf. not now, because im not emotionally stable. but some day, i would love to experiece falling in love again. i miss feeling giddy and daydreaming and having stupid hopes about the future.

i dont know if this will ever happen, but i hope some day i meet a girl i feel that way about. i think a lot about the kind of partner i would want. i'd love for her to be funny, because being able to laugh with someone is extremely attractive. i want her to be passionate and full of interesting opinions, because i want a partner i can have good conversations with. i want her to have interests adjacent to mine, not in the sense of me wanting her to like the same things i do, but i would really like a partner who had a similar experience with growing up in fandoms. it was such a big experience for me, and i would like to have someone who knows what it was like. i definitely think she should have similar sexual interests to me, so we can be on the same page sexually. anyway, im just rambling. perhaps one day!

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Just rewatched SU: The Movie. It's pretty good! It's a good continuation of the show and it plays into all of the things that made the series so great. The music was so great, as is always the case with SU, and I'm going to have it stuck in my head for a long time. Spinel is such an interesting character, probably one of the most interesting across all of SU. She's so delightful and tragic, and the way she's animated is super fun. Very memorable. I just don't like that they chose to have her live with the diamonds at the end. It doesn't feel like the healthiest choice, nor is it all that satisfying of a conclusion imo.

But overall, the movie was cute.