some before sleep reflections

i said ive been feeling lonely. i feel a bit better but i think its because a lot of my social growth has stunted, i need to go outside more but my anxiety disorder makes it terribly difficult... i will try, though. i've been having trouble getting stuff done on time, and i think my lack of sleep is the biggest issue. i told my therapist i would start trying to work on that and... its 3am right now. well. its still earlier than last night. fixing my sleep schedule needs to become a priority.

still hyperfixated on transformers. i think this one will last looong. im currently watching rescue bots and i think its really good! preschool type shows get such little love from people into animation, which leaves gems like this very under appreciated. its simplistic in a charming way, very well written and so clearly full of love.

sorry i havent been interacting much with people here! i just dont check the site too often and am a bit shy, but whenever i am here i make sure to read everyone's recent posts. i am always lurking ;) i'll try to interact more