some before sleep reflections

[leejooheon]

i said ive been feeling lonely. i feel a bit better but i think its because a lot of my social growth has stunted, i need to go outside more but my anxiety disorder makes it terribly difficult... i will try, though. i've been having trouble getting stuff done on time, and i think my lack of sleep is the biggest issue. i told my therapist i would start trying to work on that and... its 3am right now. well. its still earlier than last night. fixing my sleep schedule needs to become a priority.

still hyperfixated on transformers. i think this one will last looong. im currently watching rescue bots and i think its really good! preschool type shows get such little love from people into animation, which leaves gems like this very under appreciated. its simplistic in a charming way, very well written and so clearly full of love.

sorry i havent been interacting much with people here! i just dont check the site too often and am a bit shy, but whenever i am here i make sure to read everyone's recent posts. i am always lurking ;) i'll try to interact more

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[etherwhere]

Sending good feelings your way~ ♡

I also experience chronic anxiety and insomnia... sleep disruption definitely fuels my anxiety, and it usually takes at least a week to regulate my nervous system. Please be gentle with yourself and take however much time you need to ease into social situations. I know we just met, but if you ever need a little social boost, my inbox is always open. :)

Also, I agree about 'young' animation not getting much praise. So much care goes into them, it's honestly impressive. My brain finds them relaxing and inspiring in equal measure, even if I'm far older than their intended audience, lol.

[leejooheon]

Thank you for the kind words! Im sorry to hear you struggle with that too. At least we both know we're not alone!

I don't watch a lot of animation for younger children, but I have so much respect for it as a medium.