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Nov. 28th, 2024 11:47 pmToday hasn't been great. This week in general hasn't been great. I feel really ashamed of myself because I didn't do any of the things I meant to do. Well, I guess that's too harsh. I did some of them. But it doesn't feel like enough.
I've been thinking a lot about my desire to pursue some creative hobbies, and it just... scares me. What if I'm not good at it? I also lack patient. I know it takes time to develop a skill and I don't know how to deal with the frustration of not being able to get things right immediately. I think maybe I'll give it a shot during the weekends. I want to keep writing for my video essay. I want to learn how to draw. Maybe I would like to get into writing more properly.
I've been thinking a lot about my desire to pursue some creative hobbies, and it just... scares me. What if I'm not good at it? I also lack patient. I know it takes time to develop a skill and I don't know how to deal with the frustration of not being able to get things right immediately. I think maybe I'll give it a shot during the weekends. I want to keep writing for my video essay. I want to learn how to draw. Maybe I would like to get into writing more properly.
