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Life has been fucking miserable lately.

I miss him so much. I didnt realize how alone I was without him. None of my friends talk to me or give a fuck about me the way he did. I feel so alone spending every day with no one to talk to.

I cant help but feel so angry. Its not anyones fault, but it feels like shit to watch my friends move on. It makes me feel like I really am just meant to be alone.

On top of that, ive started hyperfixating on something new and its making me ignore all my fucking responsibilities. I feel like im going crazy.