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Life has been kind of hard lately. My old best friend got in touch with me. He seems to be doing better. I feel.... Weird. I miss him. It's good to hear he's not completely unstable now. A part of me wants to jump at the chance of being friends again but I know it will never work. It's over. In any case, hearing from him rattled me. I'm glad he's okay though.

My OCD has been fucking me up a lot lately, which sucks. I hope i feel better soon.

I feel really lonely. And hearing from my old friend again doesn't help, since he used to be the first person I would talk to about anything . So I'm trying to find ways to get out of the house a bit more and also trying to make online friends. I need to get out of my fucking head.