3am thoughts
Mar. 11th, 2024 03:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
leejooheon This week was very uneventful. I tried to advance with my studies but I kept procrastinating and now there's only one week left :( Still, I do feel a little less stressed, but I am not confident that I will pass. I really need to stop procrastinating but I am not good with that at all.
I've been thinking about women a lot lately. I keep thinking about how badly I want to kiss another woman, imagining what an ideal partner might look like for me. I like women who are funny, and when they are a little bit weird. I like when they are loud and passionate about their interests and when they are opinionated and good at making conversation. I am so drawn to the kinds of girls who are hilariously obsessed with niche things like, i don't know, some obscure anime. And I love when they talk about the things they love and you can just see how they light up. I would really want my partner to have the same kind of dark interests I do, sexually speaking. I think we would need to be in tune in terms of kinks, and I would love someone who can laugh at the same morbid things I do and who will not judge me for the things that turn me on.
I feel a bit silly saying all of this. And a bit... lonely, I guess? I'm not looking for a partner but god, how I wish I could one day have a relationship like that.
I've been thinking about women a lot lately. I keep thinking about how badly I want to kiss another woman, imagining what an ideal partner might look like for me. I like women who are funny, and when they are a little bit weird. I like when they are loud and passionate about their interests and when they are opinionated and good at making conversation. I am so drawn to the kinds of girls who are hilariously obsessed with niche things like, i don't know, some obscure anime. And I love when they talk about the things they love and you can just see how they light up. I would really want my partner to have the same kind of dark interests I do, sexually speaking. I think we would need to be in tune in terms of kinks, and I would love someone who can laugh at the same morbid things I do and who will not judge me for the things that turn me on.
I feel a bit silly saying all of this. And a bit... lonely, I guess? I'm not looking for a partner but god, how I wish I could one day have a relationship like that.
