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I meant to post last week, but I had a lot on my mind at the time, so I ended up completely forgetting! Not much has happened, but I do have a few things to get off my chest, and just stuff to reflect on.
I went on a trip out of town with some family members, and it was very fun and rewarding, even if I did end up super exhausted. I got a nice poncho for the winter, and got to eat some really good food.
I've been trying to study more consistently, and while I'm out of practice and can't concentrate that well, I think I'll get the hang of it soon enough. I'm glad to be doing something productive again, but I'm very bad at getting started on things. My chores are piling up too, which has been stressing me out.
The most exciting thing to talk about is that I've been working on the youtube channel I mentioned. I'm in the process of creating my first video, and while I'm still only in the process of script writing, it's been super fun putting my energy into something like this. I'm really excited to get this done and get to work in some other videos I have planned. It's been pretty time consuming, but definitely rewarding so far. I shared what I have of the script today with some friends and they had a lot of good things to say about it, which made me really happy.
I am, however, very anxious about something. I didn't realize, but I was supposed to have an appointment with my psychiatrist at the beginning of the month and I completely forgot. I feel super embarrassed about having to get in touch with her and ask to reschedule. Since I didn't realize my appointment was at the start of month, I put a lot less pressure on myself on some of the tasks I told her I would finish, and I haven't made any progress on them. It makes me feel really bad about myself, but I'm trying to not think too hard about it.
I went on a trip out of town with some family members, and it was very fun and rewarding, even if I did end up super exhausted. I got a nice poncho for the winter, and got to eat some really good food.
I've been trying to study more consistently, and while I'm out of practice and can't concentrate that well, I think I'll get the hang of it soon enough. I'm glad to be doing something productive again, but I'm very bad at getting started on things. My chores are piling up too, which has been stressing me out.
The most exciting thing to talk about is that I've been working on the youtube channel I mentioned. I'm in the process of creating my first video, and while I'm still only in the process of script writing, it's been super fun putting my energy into something like this. I'm really excited to get this done and get to work in some other videos I have planned. It's been pretty time consuming, but definitely rewarding so far. I shared what I have of the script today with some friends and they had a lot of good things to say about it, which made me really happy.
I am, however, very anxious about something. I didn't realize, but I was supposed to have an appointment with my psychiatrist at the beginning of the month and I completely forgot. I feel super embarrassed about having to get in touch with her and ask to reschedule. Since I didn't realize my appointment was at the start of month, I put a lot less pressure on myself on some of the tasks I told her I would finish, and I haven't made any progress on them. It makes me feel really bad about myself, but I'm trying to not think too hard about it.
