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i kind of hate admitting this bc it feels embarrassing but fuuuck, i really want a gf. not now, because im not emotionally stable. but some day, i would love to experiece falling in love again. i miss feeling giddy and daydreaming and having stupid hopes about the future.
i dont know if this will ever happen, but i hope some day i meet a girl i feel that way about. i think a lot about the kind of partner i would want. i'd love for her to be funny, because being able to laugh with someone is extremely attractive. i want her to be passionate and full of interesting opinions, because i want a partner i can have good conversations with. i want her to have interests adjacent to mine, not in the sense of me wanting her to like the same things i do, but i would really like a partner who had a similar experience with growing up in fandoms. it was such a big experience for me, and i would like to have someone who knows what it was like. i definitely think she should have similar sexual interests to me, so we can be on the same page sexually. anyway, im just rambling. perhaps one day!
i dont know if this will ever happen, but i hope some day i meet a girl i feel that way about. i think a lot about the kind of partner i would want. i'd love for her to be funny, because being able to laugh with someone is extremely attractive. i want her to be passionate and full of interesting opinions, because i want a partner i can have good conversations with. i want her to have interests adjacent to mine, not in the sense of me wanting her to like the same things i do, but i would really like a partner who had a similar experience with growing up in fandoms. it was such a big experience for me, and i would like to have someone who knows what it was like. i definitely think she should have similar sexual interests to me, so we can be on the same page sexually. anyway, im just rambling. perhaps one day!
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