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i have been doing surprisingly well when it comes to that friend break up. the first few days i felt so miserable, but after that passed i have felt so relieved. he honestly really sucked as a person! and yes, he's obviously mentally ill but that didn't mean i had to put up with it.
i'm not gonna say i'm 100% over it. i miss him at times, and i feel so sad because at this point i struggle to imagine him living a nice life. but it's also not my responsibility. i feel disgusted when i think of his behavior on those last few months. his belief system is genuinely vile and i hope one day he realizes he has a horrible, unhealthy world view. but i'm not holding my breath.
i'm not gonna say i'm 100% over it. i miss him at times, and i feel so sad because at this point i struggle to imagine him living a nice life. but it's also not my responsibility. i feel disgusted when i think of his behavior on those last few months. his belief system is genuinely vile and i hope one day he realizes he has a horrible, unhealthy world view. but i'm not holding my breath.
