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[leejooheon]

im not gonna say im done having an existential crisis. but i am having a moment of clarity. ive reached the realization that i life is all about constantly discovering new aspects of yourself and the world around you. i didnt choose to be here, and i didnt choose a lot of core aspects of myself, they just happened. and i think there's something scary about the unpredictability in that? its hard to make sense of the fact that things happen for no reason, they just are. but that is not a bad thing. i think some of the best things in my life simply happened and i wouldn't want to give that up for anything.